"By the way
By your side I'll stay
If that's okay
Then by your side I'll stay forever
Here I am standing up
Because I want to fall in love with you..."
By your side I'll stay
If that's okay
Then by your side I'll stay forever
Here I am standing up
Because I want to fall in love with you..."
-Clumsy Card House by Blue October
I'm tired and I hurt, but I don't wanna go to bed. So what do I do? Write a blog, of course...
Sometimes I just wish that there was some point in my life where everything would be perfect. Nothing would go wrong, and for awile, I could just live. Unfortunately, life has it's ways of making you feel down every once in awhile, and I guess it's just something we have to learn to put up with.
And I'm totally not saying that I'm unhappy with my life. I'm not. But at the same time, I can't truthfully say that I'm happy with it either. It's another one of those stupid in-between things. I can't even think of a word for it. Humm...
In other completelty unrelated news, in just 6 days, my friends from Japan will be coming to stay with me for about 2 weeks. It'll be pretty awesome.
I'm sorry but, now I have to write about Blue October again...
I just stopped writing for a minute and went through some of their stuff for the first time in awhile...
I remember the first time I listened to a Blue October song. Okay wait, I take that back, I probably don't actually remember the very first time because it was probably on the radio or something when I was little and wasn't paying attention. But the first time I reeeally listened to a Blue October song. It was "Hate Me," one of the popular ones that gets more airplay. I was like, "Oh yeah, I've heard this before." And that was about it. Then after awhile I started listening to more and more of their stuff...and overtime, I became addicted to them. Not just them, but to their sound, their lyrics, their emotion...basically, I fell in love. Now I listen to them everyday. My favorite songs of theirs are mostly the slower, more meaningful ones like Graceful Dancing, Everlasting Friend, She's My Ride Home...now I have to go listen.
You should, too.
Bye.