"Well, I'm gonna get out of bed every morning... breathe in and out all day long. Then, after a while I won't have to remind myself to get out of bed every morning and breathe in and out... and, then after a while, I won't have to think about how I had it great and perfect for a while."
-Sleepless In Seattle, 1993
Well, there's an upside and there's a downside.
The downside is that I'm at this sort of "inbetween stage". Half the time, I'm depressed out of my freaking mind, and the other half I'm completely fine, not a care in the world. I haven't figured out how to control when each one happens yet, and it's really quite confusing. Like I'm bipolar or something.
But anyway, the upside is that when I do feel fine, it's amazing. I've been doing what I talked about in my last post, giving my love to everyone. I am apparently very capable of smiling.
But anyway, too much too soon. Let's talk about something else.
When I grow up, I plan on moving to Japan. I wanna be an English teacher there. Before I do that, though, I really wanna spend like maybe six weeks there as an exchange student. Last summer I went for 2 weeks, and it was the most amazing thing I've ever done. I really wish I had more time there, because Japan is really an amazing country. The people there are the nicest people you will ever meet in your life. Seriously. Even if you can't communicate with them, they're still really amazing.
Have I ever mentioned how absolutely in love I am with Blue October? Yes? Well, too bad. You get to hear it again.
I am currently listening to their song, Balance Beam. Amazing little song. (Have you ever noticed I use the word amazing a lot? It's amazing.) Justin knows how to tell it like it is, kinda like Eminem. He (Justin) and I are kind of like in many ways. It's pretty cool.
So...here's to hoping things turn out well, eh? : )
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