Unfinished Confessions: Still Nothing

"So, so I put away, put away, put away, put away the words you never said to me

And the scar that's open wide
You turn away, turn away, turn away, turn away, you turned away from me

And never said goodbye
And all the words, the words, the words, all the words that you ever promised me

Were never spoken
And here I am, here I am, here I am, I'm not afraid of you...

But still broken"

-Still Broken by Blue October

Oh hello stranger.

I'm sorry for not writing for such a long time. I haven't really felt up to it. I still really don't, but I don't want to forget about this blog either, so I'm writing what I can for now.

So I recently learned that C.B. Hudson, lead guitarist for Blue October, left the band in December. I was shocked, because one: I hadn't heard of anything until just now, and two: every band I know and love is either losing members or breaking up entirely, and Blue October was the one band that was doing fine...until now, I guess. But seriously. MCR lost their drummer, Bob, last year, Fall Out Boy broke up entirely, Panic! At The Disco lost two members and so did Paramore, and then Blue October was the only one left. I'm just glad they didn't entirely break-up...I don't know what I'd do then.

Ueerrghh...I'm all sickish right now. Which is entirely inconvinient because I've got another show choir thing tommorow.

So anyway...here. To tide you over until I get back into the groove of things, here are more of my favorite Blue October songs. You're welcome. Again.