Two Things That Have Nothing To Do With Each Other

"'Cause I found the way to live with that
I'm not going anywhere
I thought you'd only make me weak
That's wrong
I knew it all and you knew it all
that it's never gonna work
To wait for someone who could stop this rain
It just rains"

                            -Space Sonic by Ellegarden 

Oye. These last few posts have been so negative sounding. Let's see, what else is there anyway...

Hmm...tommorow I'll be heading to my first show choir competition and also my second speech competition. Why they had to be on the same day, I do not know. But, we've made it to state with our short film for speech, so it'd be awesome if we won. As for show choir, we were supposed to go to state on Thursday, but the radio waves were garbled and we misunderstood, cuz we thought it got canceled but I guess it didn't and bla bla bla. So anyway, now we're here and performing for the first time tommorow. And I could not be more nervous. Why? Because. I am a terrible dancer. I honestly can't even believe I got in. I mean sure, I'm an okay singer/actress (Yes, acting is a part of show choir) but I suck at dancing. Almost as much as I suck at math, but that's a different story.

I reeeaally wanna get a piercing. I don't even have my ears pierced cuz my mother is defiant. I'm gonna get an industrial (bar through the top of my ear) when I move out. Maybe even some snakebites. (double lip piercings) Of course...that'll make it difficult for me to get the job I want, but...if they can't accept me, too bad.

When I think of more non-negative things to write, I certainly will.